Sueños

 I am at Withering Heights, on a cobblestone road, coming down with a cart filled with books, that the suitors of Catherine had written. I am going to help her select which one. Each had an alternative ending to the book. 

I get to the room where she is, I find my sister Dana sitting on a bench in front of the mirror doing her hair. Her hair is very long. Suddenly we are both getting ready to go out. She tells me that she is planning to have sex that night. I get surprised at first, and was about to tell her we are not allowed. When I remembered that she already had a child, so she isn’t virgin anymore. I say: I guess you can. I am still a virgin I can’t. She started putting makeup up on and telling me stories of how she already slept with 2 guys. I am listening while wondering if I would’ve done the same.

I am back to being outside, and now I am sorting through the books, looking for one book written by a guy that for whatever reason I  think is the only one worth reading. I want my sister to pick this guy. Not some dumb nobody. I feel she isn’t going to listen to me. Someone, an older woman is there with me. She said: you are picking a guy for you, not for you sister. I know she’s right.

There is some sort of a famous actress inside a house. We all want to talk to her?  or I want her to read the book? I can’t remember why but I am trying to find someone to put me in touch with her. I want to show her something. I have a book that was illustrated, each page has amazing drawings. Suddenly I questioned if I picked the book for the drawings or the story.