I complained to Juan about the latest Iphone update. How I couldn’t find my photos and messed up a couple of emails, because of it. He replied: “it was a good thing then!” I didn’t understand what he meant by that until now.
The Iphone update is forcing me to retrain the brain, something that had become routine now is new and requires my attention. Is not mechanical anymore.
This morning, while driving to the hall of justice, I attempted to not use the gps, to see how much attention I’ve been paying. Failed! had to use it. Couldn’t do it on my own.
As I am driving underneath the freeway overpass, I spotted a billboard, advertising: Intelligence. The artificial type. The one that would made people pay less and less attention. I felt a little apprehensive about this.
Last night, during my meditation, I was asked to visualize the many versions of me. I thought of the different kinds of me that have walked on these streets in the last past week. How the first week I was completely ON, taking all the new landscape in, absorbing all the beauty I could, taking notes of shadows and interesting walls.
Now I walked a little bit more different. But I am also different. Very different. There is a tendency to think I am the same as always. Perhaps expect the same behaviors, and act mechanically to situations. I don’t know where I am going with this. Will write more about it later.
Dreams: Nothing worth to note. I remember dreaming that I was talking to Melissa, helping her with something. That’s all I remember no other details.
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